Friends, give me yours so you’ll not get sick too! Ha-ha ! Good thing , time is fast approaching; I’ll have my allowance back soon. Yes! I really hate spending my vacation without money . I know you’re feeling the same way too. :O
Oh Btw Good morning tumblr! Still suffering “Wedonthaveinternetconnection disease” thanks to broadband medicine that let me post something gibberish here .
No time to say good-bye.You were gone before we knew it, And only God knows why.
Two days ago, I was with the boyfriend when my mother told me that my grandfather (mymom’suncle) who is really close to me was curbed at San Juan de Dios. So, the boyfriend and I hurry and went to the infirmary. There, I saw him lying and I saw that he’s not like what he was before. You can see on his face that he’s really in agony. But, we alleged he’s getting better.
This morning when I woke up, I got a text message from my mom: “Joy, patay na si tito ..” I really don’t know how to respond after reading it.
To my grandpa, I know letting go was not easy for you, but I do know it was needed so that you didn’t have to suffer and your spirit could fly easily to the ones you love most.
No, I’m not an actress but I’m a good pretender. Pretending I’m alright, I’m okay even if I’m not. It’s just because when I show people I’m hurt, they’ll ask why, how what happened; it’s just like I need to explain everything. That’s why I just chose to smile and pretend yeah everything’s fine. But, pretending isn’t that easy. As you start to pretend, you’re not just deceitful to other people, but also to yourself. And that’s what it hurts the most. Soon, you don’t even know if you’re still pretending or not. Pretending it didn’t hurt you, though it really did.
After a dumpy break that I really never felt, only a few weeks from now will be the opening of classes! Darn, time is really debauched impending. I am really edgy about everything.
Yesterday, we went to Colegio de San Juan de Letran and got enrolled. Yes, I’m already late for the enrollment for new students because both of my parents were busy working. Good thing they were absent yesterday and were able to go to the Colegio with me. It was also the slated date for the former students to enroll themselves, so there were a lot of students that day. When I got my Registration Form validated, there was this guy in the office who’s taking the same course as I did and wished me good luck. Honestly, that startled me and that got a lot of stuffs in my mind. My mom asked him if it’s really that hard then, the guy elucidated. At First, there were 3 sections and now they’re only one section left. I think that clarifies the whole thing and I don’t need to explain it further. But, the guy cheered me up and told me I can do it. So, wish me luck guys. I also got my I.D validated, Library Card etc.; I even bought my uniforms. It was a very strenuous day climbing upstairs, rambling and walking and so on. I’m now an official college apprentice who is already a waterproof if there’s a typhoon! No way, not fair though.
After we finished at the Colegio, we went to Manila Ocean Park to get tranquil. My sister and I took the 4D with our dad, we cherry-picked “Horror *blah blah* I don’t dredge up the title but, I do recall how boring it was! Not like the previous one that we went that is the “Bermuda Triangle”, in which we really enjoyed. We did a lot of stuffs like riding Bump Cars etc. When our stomach screeches that they were famished, we went to Mall of Asia, chose Bon Chon to oblige us our supper. There garlic chickens really taste good. Again, there are other stuffs we did last night and we will reach forever if I’ll type it here. Heh!
#memaipostlanglol
Yesterday, I watched my baby’s game somewhere in Imus with Ate Alexis (my cousin’s girlfriend) because her boyfriend was playing too. Unexpectedly, I didn’t know that my cousin also invited my ex-boyfriend (thesecondboyfriend) to play. So, the boyfriend and the ex-boyfriend were teammates.Im Bitter Forever Who Cares Anyway?
Btw yesterday, when we arrived there its already 3rd Qtr. Yeah we’re late. But, Guess what? They won. Well, we’re there; we cheered them up how come they will lose? Jk.
Later on, I told my baby if I can play Basketball too. No, not the real one. So, we went to Tom’s World SM Bacoor. Shooting is one of our pursuits. Just so you know. Haha! Then, my mom called me that they were also at the mall. So , we went to supermarket and helped them buy groceries stuffs. I’m so glad that the boyfriend and my family really get along with each other. No problemos
Hi! It’s been a long time since I post random stuffs here because I went to Nueva Ecija with the first boyfriend and his family. Yes, three days escapade with him that I really really won’t forget. The place was very relaxing and the people there were very accomodating. I met his whole family (side of her mom) his Grandparents, Uncles, Aunties, Cousins , second cousins and I also met their pets there . Heh! They fed me tons and tons of food . Yummy Kare-Kare, Sinigang, Kalderetang Bibe, Fried Itik, Inihaw na Liempo and Hito, Tamarindo, Karyoko? Karyoka? and many more. We killed our time taking photos , eating tons of foods, cuddling etc :)
I relished three days with them. This wouldn’t be the last if we will last. But if you will loose the key to my heart, don’t worry. just knock and I’ll let you in.
We worry about the things men forget, however, men always worry about the things we remember. Haha! Girls, you know what I’m talking about didn’t you? And boys, don’t get mad when a woman cares too much. Worry when she stops giving a damn. Intiendes?
Si Jp nabanat kay mommy …
Jp: Tita ! Dilim ka ba?
Mommy : Bakit ?
Jp: Kasi, pag wala ka . . Wala na akong makita
Cornyyy. Si daddy naman
Daddy : Mommy , takot ka ba sa multo
Mommy: Bakit?
Daddy: Kasi ako, di ako TAKOT.
Kami lahat : Woooh ang corny mo dy
Daddy: Kasi MAS TAKOT AKO MAWALA KA.
May pahabol pa iih. Haha! Goodnight
Arguments are simply a test to see if a couple is strong enough to overcome it :
Everyone hits rough spots in a relationship and get through them. What’s a relationship without problems? Just makes you stronger.
If I had to argue with one person for the rest of my life over stupid things or important things. I’m glad its you :)
Day 1: I may have pushed a lot of people out of my life and have let a lot walk away. But, I learned to treasure those who cared enough to come back.
After 2 years and 3 months of break up, I decided to give the first boyfriend a chance. I remember when we broke up , my nanny asked me why I’m, crying I told her it’s all because I watched the Passion of Christ, bad. Yes, I lied but later on, they found out that I broke up with the first boyfriend. My mom saw me crying inside our bathroom. You know what she did? She laughed at me because it’s the first time I cried because of a guy. He’s my first, I still don’t know how to handle situation like those, and what do you expect? I’ll laugh and have a party because I broke up with my first boyfriend? No! But my mom told me instead of stressing out myself, crying and all of that , let him see what he had lost, let him see that you’re happy without him and let him regret loosing you. I did what my mom told me and it worked. Actually, since we broke up he didn’t stop trying. Almost every day he tried if we can compromise, he did crazy stuffs, tons of surprises, and a lot more. But, I still did not give him a chance because it’s still hurts you know! Bitter Forever so what? I’m the one who felt the pain when he did those things that force me to break up with him. It’s really hard for me to move on that time, it took 1 year since I accepted what he did. But, the bitterness still lingers inside me.
I’m the kind of girl who doesn’t believe in last chance because for me; first, second, third chances are okay but fourth chances are stupid. I got my new boyfriend/second boyfriend after 1 year. He stopped because he saw how happy I am with the second boyfriend. But, there’s no perfect relationship first, second, third, fourth and fifth months were okay but after that challenges came to us. The second boyfriend was a year older than me. College, urgh I found out that it’s really hard to have a relationship with a college student and you’re a senior high. Different issues but, we overcome those. Not until the day I gave up, I gave up giving out chances because he let me down. I really really do love him and I’m happy with him but, when you’re in a relationship there’s Love, Trust, and Respect break one you’ll break all three. Trust , it is a really a big factor ion a relationship because you can always love the person you trust but you can’t always trust the person you trust. Get it? Enough about the second boyfriend, let’s go back to the first boyfriend.
When the first boyfriend found out what happened , he made his way to comfort me because he knew I’m really in pain , he knew how much I love the second boyfriend and he saw my sacrifices for him .
I cried to him so much that I can fill up a pail. Lol. Srsly , every day, every hour I cried because I really do love the second but I can’t give him a chance again because this time he doesn’t deserve it. He really doesn’t deserve it! Did I mention that after I broke up with the second, it was the first time I talked with the first boyfriend since we broke up? I told you bitter forever. The first boyfriend tried to comfort me and made efforts to put back the smiles on my face.
It was hours before New Year, someone went to my house and asked my parents if he can be my suitor, that’s my first boyfriend. My parents saw the efforts of the first boyfriend since we broke up. So, they don’ hesitate to give him a chance. They were happy to see how he tried to win me once more. We dated for months; I saw the difference between our past relationship and the present. We grew in our own way when we broke up. Maybe, that’s the reason why we got much comfortable now. We had trust issues again, but this time I didn’t gave up easily. I told him this won’t work if he’ll still be doing the things that made us broke up. I told him that there’s no assurance that I’ll be back to him but he still insist. Months, months, months, months, we start all over again as friends,bestfriend. September 24 , 2010 when we got together. February 23, when we broke up. April 24, 2012 = Together Again
So, I think he got his new girlfriend now. Yes, the ex-boyfriend I’m talking about at my previous posts. I don’t know it’s been 5 months since I broke up with him , the bitterness still lingers inside me. I don’t want him anymore. Cause after all the things he did I really still can’t forget him. Fool, yes I am. But how? Tell me how can I move on? I really want to. It hurts so much to feel this way. Yes , I’m hurtin but you know why I’m hurtin so much more? Cause I’m not the only one being hurt when I’m like this. There’s this person who is in charge of the smiles on my face this past few months. I cry to him like a baby , when I’m missing the ex-boyfriend . He give me comfort when I need to. Even though he knows I still love the fella, he’s still there . He knew that I couldn’t do this alone. I might get crazy, srsly. He gave me tons of surprises. He always and forever let me feel glad. Although every day we have arguments about different stuffs , at the end of the day you will see us so pleased and hallowed that we’re together again . I’m referring to my first boyfriend.
